NEW YEAR SHIT NEW YEAR LIES

New year shit new year lies
Just finished washing my eyes
Everyone saying they are gonna be a Better person this year

Because they think the end is near
Does telling lies to yourself count as lying?
Am I the only one feeling like am dying?
I really sound like a dramatic ass hole
I swear this is not a troll

2019 will be my year !
oh dear oh dear
Isn’t it so clear ?
You even wrote your resolution?
Do you actually think that you are onna make a revolution ?
im not here to kill your dream
Just think of me like a helping scream

New year shit new year lies
I m not acting wise
Just finished reviewing my life 
I could say i got stabbed by alot of knifes
I always imagine myself everyday everyhour
like a bleeding wilting flower 
forever

You think that there's none
Who knows how you feel.
You're just so alone
But those feelings are so real

Useless,Neglected,
Forgotten,Distressed.
Alone,Afraid,
But mostly Depressed
I'm not sure when it started or why it is so strong.
On the outside I seem happy. No one thinks anything is wrong .

NEW YEAR SHIT NEW YEAR LIES