My Life as Ava (Chapter 1)

Chapter 1

Growing up wasn’t always so easy but I guess you can say it wasn’t so hard. I always had this attraction for cute boys in glasses. Maybe it was the thought of these nerdy inexperience boys that I was really attracted to, but that was just a part of it. It all started in college, when I really found myself. (I mean who doesn’t?) I was thought of this cool person who liked to listen to K-pop, love to party and I definitely knew my limits. I didn’t do one night stands, didn’t like hook ups but flirting was fun if cute guys wanted to flirt. Of course I didn’t flirt with everyone, I was a no chubby chaser, no Fem boy, masculine boys were ok and I was into these skinny nerdy men. Looks weren’t everything of course, if they had a funny personality and talked a lot. I love the type of boy who would talk to me until I fell asleep, because if they could do that it probably meant that they were interested. It’s the thought of hearing someone else’s voice in your head that kept the waves of the dream calm. If it was just my voice, I would be too scared and the thought of being alone always swam in my head.
One day during college life, my cousin Macy had asked me to come to the college plaza, she had wanted to introduce me to a guy that she was talking to. So, I got dress and I took the shitty bus (my way of saying city bus) from my parents’ house to the college. I saw my friend Macy sitting with some guy with glasses. Both of them were sitting on the concrete steps that lead up to a field of grass. The air of that part of college smelled like a mixture of fast food, since it was by the College cafeteria. Macy had been texting me about some guy she had been talking to. She said things like,
“he text me Good Morning and Good Night” He is so sweet.”
Macy was this bubbly girl who is sometimes easily discouraged, she is strong at heart because knowing her if she could get something done, she would go at wits end to get it done. And every time I saw her she looked different, never the same. The quirky girl, I mean we all have quirky girlfriends (at least one… right?).
As I walked closer to the quiet couple I was only looking at Macy because I didn’t want to make eye contact with him until we were officially introduced.
“Hey, Ava this is my friend Theo” as she winks at me.
 “Hey Mace and Theo...” *winks back at Macy.
“Theo is short for Theodre, just an FYI”
After quiet introductions, Macy and I were just chatting about something that I can’t remember, all I remember is staring at Theo. After looking at him, he was definitely some cute boy (I mean I can see why Macy was going crazy over this boy, he is gorgeous). For that moment, I just kind of stared off into space, as I watched him and him waiting for Macy. But Macy was directed at me as her mouth slowly moves, all I could think about was him. What she or in other words, we were talking about went in one door and out the other. That very moment I saw my whole life with this guy and I knew that he was the one. It was like we had met in another lifetime or in a dream or some weird fairytale fantasy. Truth be told, I really felt the butterflies in my stomach I told myself to not be so easy (laughing loudly inside like I had just won the lottery). This feeling I had was just indescribable because everyone experience these things differently.

( I want to say thanks to who ever you lovely people are for reading. I love to write for fun. So excuse my language and English. (it is bad…. I know xD ) watch out for chapter 2! I am not done with writing out the whole story yet. So yeah… Enjoy )