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·Sep 4, 2019

Erotic Despair

The Body in Love and Sickness — It begins in the synapses. Jesus, does it ever. First half a pill, and then a whole one, and I am floating in a twilight I remember from my early 20s of sad holidays with a boy who I loved and who hurt me, pills and a rumpled bed and…

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Erotic Despair
Erotic Despair
Rachel Yoder

Rachel Yoder

author of Nightbitch (Doubleday)| founding editor @draftjournal | racheljyoder.com

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