Merely a dream. Or something before that. Something like a transition between consciousness and emptiness. A fulfillment of wildest imagination as it can be without impossibility.

It is something that I (secretly?) had since the childhood. But for the fact, I still do. Maybe everyone does, maybe I’m not alone at this: it’s the thoughts before sleep.

My brain set me up. I didn’t plan it at all.

Who the fuck in this world would spend his 30 minute before his sleeptime thinking about Alpha Centauri would become a fucking red dwarf? Or how The Great Wall of china is being built and destroyed? Or the three way battle between Harald, Harold and William in battle for throne of England? Or simply the places of the world you would want to visit someday with your future wife?

It’s more than that. It can be so deep. I mean, it can be really deep.

Remember one of those times when you got a big final exam day for the next day? I got into the thoughts before sleep in one of those nights. Yeah. Thinking about how idiotic germany was in world war 2 and asking ‘why do people do exams anyway‘?

It’s something like a moment, where, your mom told you to sleep because it was already late. Then turned off the lamp. And suddenly, it was the moment, when the adventure began!

And to be honest, it’s quite fabulous.

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But still, It’s a state of mind. I am sure that I’m not having any of sleep trouble. It’s just the way it is. And I kind of like it that way. It’s the moment of imagination.

I’m just wondering. Does anyone had this kind of stuff… Just before you sleep? But somehow, I believe that I’m not the only one at this.