It’s just a dream, they said. Nothing will happened, they said.
Oh I wish it was real.
I’m a thinker, I’m a dreamer, and I’ll make sure it will happened too.
Except for things that didn’t belong to me.
Except for someone who doesn’t love me the way I love him.
It’s hard, but I got to let go.
It was a succeed.
Until this morning
I woke up with a feeling. A feeling that makes me want him back. Like there’s a part of me that needs him. That I am trying to be strong but there’s a weakness deep inside.
I dreamed he was there. Held my hands. Comfort me. Giving me a strength, that I will be okay.
But I woke up this morning with emptiness and the absence of him.