PARTYNEXTDOOR
No…not a literal party (well I wish it was). I missed this genre — alternative RnB. You know how everything seems so calm but when you sink in the lyrics, it actually means something? Like, it doesn’t matter what kind of music vibe it flows into but the lyrics it contains — the message to be exact.
I realized this week that I clinged unto some things that…doesn’t really matter to me as I thought it did. I corrupted my mind with the thought of giving without asking for something in return…but (tbh) I do need something to be invested in me too…everyone does (no lie, ya’ll got to admit it). But it’s okay, at least right now I know what those things really matter to me. Although my seatmate told me that ‘wag kang magsalita ng tapos’ well, I hope so. There’s still a dust left in my table, I won’t blow it — yet.
So we finally did our project for TLE. I mean like, we still have four projects left but when we were finished doing the activity, everything seemed so light and comfy. I was in the locker area talking with a new set of people (s/o to that couple, love team, and bff. love ya’ll). And then I felt something heavy on my heart — damn, I do miss you…a f*cking lot. But I still got some love left in me so I still take consideration on some certain things. It’s okay! I’m okay.
So as of now I’m on Spotify, waiting for my email to be sent, finishing this journal, on the way to do my flowchart and as a reward, I’m going to watch SU S3 EP20…after all of this. Go girl!
Just love, bub
Yours truly,
Danie
