Lemme explain the detail, dat day when my age keeps turning and anything seems be bored,tired so exhausted,sucks,sad,and all things seems teribble. And you know what I want? All I want is just rest,sleep. But can I do it forever?
It’s funny when I 11 told my parents “please don’t tell me what to do” but when I’m turning to 21 it become “please someone tell me what to do next”
Being an adult makes me more miserable,I mean imagine I feel like literally have no one. Confused who the hell I should telling anythings about?!?It sounds so awkward if I wanna tell my own problems even just to share with daddy for example. Hhhhhzzzz I hate it.
And what friends means when I gettin adult? To be honest,I never do some romantisation on friendship, I trust one day when the time comes they all will be busy,and it won’t be same close again,the taste is different and at the end I’ve been forgotten.
It won’t makes me sad,seriously. Cause I trust one by one people start come and go easily,but the right one will always stay.
So,whats if no one stay?
Isn’t necessary enough for me,I do fight all my own problems alone I just keep wishing God always make it easier.
And all I wish on this phase of adulting;I wish anything is easy,I’m strong enough to face anything,having mentally stable and the most important one is financially growing.
Good luck me,let’s be mature.
