Eating Songs

I do really think that food is not the only one i can eat. Doing some my-thing also feeds me.
I dont exactly know what music do with my head or my belly but sometimes i got the time when music feeds me more than any kind of food (especially junk). It maybe sounds weird or maybe not really but i did really full when my ears full of songs.
Can a medical person tell me what exactly is that? Endorphins? Hormone? Sense of something? Plz?
Just google it you dumb.
The eating-songs-thing is also really a toxic. Even when my ears are getting hurt, i just can’t stop doing it. The thing makes me, me. I just lost when I’m not doing it. Like i’m not me.
Sounds overreacting, right?
I know im sorry i just have to write more.
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Ok. I’m done here. Just hopefully this takes 2 minutes to read. I have nothing to type again. About this eating songs, i mean. Yeah, whatever. I’m just making this a bit longer. Has this been a bit longer? Ok, bye.
