I would probably want to quit if I tried anything worthy of engaging in. But quitting the so so life is not an option at this time. I am still trying to find what it is I want to do (I am in my early 50s). In the meantime, I just do whatever falls onto my lap and stay focused on doing it well. I dream of travelling and sandy beaches but that won’t happen for a while. I need a vacation from the life of putting up with uncaring and self-centered people. Priorities are established every day just so I can get through another day without going insane. I understand what you are saying and/but I don’t care about being poor. My goal is just peace of mind and always been. Why is it so difficult to achieve?