Published in ILLUMINATION·Jul 28, 2022Some Friend 2The last time I wrote one of these was two years ago, this month actually. I wrote it, put it out for an old friend to see, and never looked back. I’ve always said I would never write something like that again unless I was serious. I am serious. Last…Friendship6 min readFriendship6 min read
Published in ILLUMINATION·Aug 30, 2021Reflections on an Unveiling.So my grandmother died. Not recently, it was almost a year ago. We buried her in October, at a cemetery, obviously. And now we’re back at that cemetery for her unveiling. I got to see her headstone for the first time, with her name, the day she was born, the…Death2 min readDeath2 min read
Published in ILLUMINATION·Apr 8, 2021Past Conversations(Having donuts in the snow with friends, what about you?/ Why not good or great or wonderful/ you should join lol/ Got any girls on your radar?/Show me!/ Dang, she’s cute!/ Well, I gotta hit the hay, talk to you later goodnight!) Well, this friendship’s working, and I’m glad we met…Friendship2 min readFriendship2 min read
Published in ILLUMINATION·Apr 2, 2021A-OkayDo I have anything else to say about autism? Just the same old spectrum, nothing’s changed. But I kinda like it like that, there’s no issue. So I’ll go about my day and say, still say- I’m still a-okay. Still no other way I’d choose anyone but me. I’m still living. I’m still…Autism1 min readAutism1 min read
Published in ILLUMINATION·Mar 22, 2021LivingI am afraid, scared to die I am afraid to stop existing I am afraid, and I can’t help it my, our expiration guaranteed no way of knowing what comes next sooner or later, time to go give me a sign there’s something after a reincarnation, yes, I can handle please…Poetry1 min readPoetry1 min read
Published in ILLUMINATION·Jan 13, 2021I said…I wish it never came to this, but, then you made it. I know I should have walked away, but, I debated. Could I express myself? Just tell you how I felt? You stooped low, well my turn to hit below the belt- I said fuck you, you deserved it. Your…Poetry2 min readPoetry2 min read
Published in ILLUMINATION·Dec 31, 2020The Year that Never WasRip that bandage midnight Just tell me now While we’re still alive. Everybody needs you, I can’t deny Please let me know what we get when you arrive. I won’t pretend you can control The events that take their toll Knowing what we’re in for’s what we’d all love, Don’t want a repeat…20201 min read20201 min read
Published in ILLUMINATION·Jul 18, 2020Some FriendA monologue You were a terrible friend. An apathetic friend. An uncaring friend. A bad friend. And for the first time, I can finally say that out loud with zero guilt. I never wanted to. No one should want to say that about a friend. But today, I need to…Friendship5 min readFriendship5 min read
Jun 15, 2020Soon EnoughGet ready… I’m coming up with something and it’s taken me some time. But I’ll take all the time I need, I wanna get it right. “Oh what’s this “it” you speak of?” you’re wondering, I’m sure. Well I’ll try to give an answer that you’re looking for… Soon enough, you’ll…Poetry1 min readPoetry1 min read
Jun 6, 2020Writing SomethingI haven’t published anything in about a month. And I’ve gotten to the point where I’ve really had enough of twiddling my fingers and not having a clue. So I’m putting pen to paper, here’s what I’m going to do…. I’m…writing…something. I’m writing something, better than writing nothing. I’m writing something, suddenly I’m…Writing2 min readWriting2 min read
