I may not have a dick but I find it to be the same for me these days. I used to love for confrontation and would take it to the end (hellllllo New Jersey) but I do find myself in such a different position these days. Just staying in decent shape hurts, there is no way I could hack it in a steady stream of street fights anymore. There’s a humility in coming to terms with it and realize how diff our priorities are now. Great read!