Love Yourself

I’ve decided that I’ll quit my job really soon since I was going to sign off the job contract. from the very first time, I’ve already know that this job is not me, not a job that can make me growing to be a person I want to be in the future when I’m old. c’mon, what do you think guys, my job is in banking industry. even though my earning right now not as big as my previous job, at first I still had hope that I’ll learn something how thing works in private sector (multinational company). But turns out, I really learn something that give me opportunity to get to know myself better that this job is not the right job for me. I’m not dreaming to have a job like my boss, not because it’s bad, of course not, but because simply it’s not me. One thing I learn about life is that I live a life to serve to love myself. if I keep staying at a job that make me will hate myself, I’m afraid I’ll lose a sense of what the meaning of Life is. I’m afraid if I stay there I’ll turn to be a person I don’t want to be.

When I asked for requesting my one notices to resign, I feel awful for them, since they have a full of plate of job to do. it makes me want to reconsider to extend my last day, until they routine a little bit slower. But then, suddenly I realize that I should start to learn to love myself and a little selfish for myself. Since my corporation not care about me, so why should I bother to sacrifice my dream. But that’s life, there’s not such thing as a free lunch they said. I promise from now on, I’ll catch the dream of my life even though it’s will be challenging, but it what make life is right?