The Positive View of Myself
Do I want more love than she can give or,
Do I want more love than she can give me?
Do I want more love than she is ready to give or,
Do I want more love than she is ready to give me?
What is the relationship between love and attention?
I’m love deprived and very good at getting attention.
I have love to give but I’m only good at finding those who need attention.
The Crux of the Matter
Every time she tells me she isn’t coming I feel it.
The crushing, oppressive weight of the world closing in on me
Every time I feel this weight closing in on me,
It takes everything I have to push back against the darkness
This isn’t the bittersweet, path untravelled, come back to me kind of longing.
This is the I need you, Oh my god what’s wrong with me, Please love me back, kind of longing.