This is the Place

Z! Haukeness
3 min readMar 22, 2020

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Watercolor by Ali Brooks

This is the place

This is the place where

I understood magnolia trees

mirrored the beauty on my insides.

And taught me to relax into my roots.

This is the place where

we up-keep

escalators in public transit stations,

restrooms in public,

health care for all,

because we are in charge.

We’re running things ….

You and I,

your people,

my people,

we are bringing our

skills and wisdom

to

run

it

all.

What do we do with the cars,

the roads, the fields, the crops, the cows, the sky scrapers, the food, the books, the poems….?

This is that world that we get to figure out

how to live with,

how to be in,

visions to be had and solutions to be practiced.

We see solutions in the future our ancestors dreamed of

through us. (1)

This place is a place that each of us came from. A place of the spirit.

An Akashic place

An ancestors place

A universe place

A story place

A tarot place

A creator place

A god or goddess place

A Dreamtime place

A galaxy in the heart place

A visionary futurisms place

this unknown place

this changing place

this is the place.

This is that place where we feel whole.

Where medicine

is given when needed.

Where

the unique mechanics

and temples

of our bodies

are listened to, community held,

and fortified.

This is that place that only we can create.

It’s that place inside yourself where you journey to feel at home

and spotlight your reality

as a part of the planetary essence clothed sacred

by the teal, green, sienna seen from the moon.

This is the place where the lung

of the earth is being massaged

by a million dedicated healers.

Where we believe in our collective magic,

witness, heal,

don’t dispose of community, but actually

transform for justice.

Where genders

as broad and colorful as the cosmos

are loved on

waking up romanced

next to gender/body/sex positive lovers.

Where sexual malaise is only a story of the past,

which has danced

away across our bones

like wind in cotton curtains

set free.

This is the place where the vault of reparations

veined through hearts, handbags, accounts, and lands

has been valved open

and flowed through to new holders and decision makers

who take space to heal post-trauma and salve the soma.

This is the place where native land keepers

Teach global stewardship

and we all bale up the border wire to sweep clean

the oceans.

It is here where water is purified and kept running

for the rust belt,

detoxed of metals not meant for our buoyant minds.

It’s where the economy centers on the growth of the empaths gift

and meeting basic, beautiful needs.

Where children cannot be bombed.

Where a ceasefire happens now.

Where serendipitous moments snap open

the mirage of the mundane.

This is the present moment

pregnant with possibility.

Holding the potential energy of

A dreamscape so true

It dredges loneliness.

Sweetness not afraid of grit.

Truth not succumbed to convenient

liberation gently touched from the inside

cages shattered from the outside.

Stars in our hands.

Erotic depth in our moves.

A longed for bed we rise up from renewed (2)

to love it

together

here.

(1) From How to Survive the End of the World podcast episode “A Breathing Chorus with Alexis Pauline Gumbs” a conversation between adrienne maree brown, autumn brown interviewing alexis pauline gumbs who breaks down time travel with the example of Harriet Tubman.

(2) Audre Lorde, Uses of the Erotic: The Erotic as Power — “A longed for bed we rise up from empowered.”

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Z! Haukeness

Racial, gender, economic, environmental justice organizer that writes poetry, reviews, and essays sometimes.