angel neophyte

I find the presence of angels quite comforting. Naturally, like most, I didn’t always feel the presence of angels. However, by and by I was coxed into an awareness of their other-dimension existence. Some time back, I don’t remember how many days or years, not that it matters any way, a while back I stood on the edge of a retention pond near the library. straddling my bike as it were, and as I pondered the vastness of what lies before me someone gently, invisibly held my hand. I was moved by this turning point in my understanding. My love for angels sprouted. It was like falling in love. A touch can do that. A slight touch of a mysterious raindrop on the back of your hand will cause you to fall in love sometimes. As time went on I advanced in my awareness. Angels and angel nature would be forever impressed upon my heart. I cannot deny what I now know. I want to tell you what I know too. Although it’s not easy for me to say this, for you may judge that I got my jiggalas out-of-joint, which means some sort of neurotic episode. Nonetheless, I assure you I’m sane. The angels help me in this arena. Keeping me sane that is. Truly, living with angels makes life easier. I benefit immensely with having these darlings in my life. What I’ve learnt from them is they love being asked to participate in anything I do. Even mundane things like showering. I invite them to shower with me. They experience what I experience. Feeling the warm water fall over me and onto them. The angels gave me a word, angelneophyte, which means One who discovers that all people are actually angels in human bodies, yet has not mastered the benefits, powers and responsibilities of this awareness. (see the #angelneophyte hashtag on twitter if you’re inclined). Anyhow, the angels practically beg me to ask them to do things for me. Like I ask them all the time for a reasonable sign that everything will turn out well. And I get signs from them and feel better about how things are. I have a healing practice at the cancer center. I must’ve worked with thousands of people by now. I figure the more people I work with the sooner I’ll see a bonafide, tangible and undeniable miracle. I ask the angels to help with the healing sessions and they just love it. They love it to pieces when I ask! I’m pretty sure now that I’ll need them to be present in order to get one of those miracle healings. The angels told me that before I see a miracle I need to heal myself, so, sofar the angels are working on me for the present. Me a poor humbled angelneophyte, just trying to learn the way of these ethereal beings. All this may sound simple to you but the truth is it‘s complicated too. It’s because of the difference in dimensions. Me being in this physical plane of existence and they, they being invisible except to my own sense of surreality. It’s okay if you’re not ready for any of this. It dawns on you and you have to wait for dawn to come. Just stay engaged and connected to the healing possibilities of that which is not yet known to you. It’s deep and full of joy. Joy that is all meant to be yours. Once it dawns on you. Once you become an angel neophyte.

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James E. Tester, LMT

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Healing practitioner and #angelneophyte My mission: find heaven on earth and heal the world.

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