It was an awful day. I overslept again and didn’t wake up until 9 pm. I hate this:(( Just made some time to review the vocabulary and read two chapters of the book. I know all of this is because of my PMS but I don’t have much time left and I’m getting nervous and need to study more. Tonight I will turn my data off and sleep earlier, in this way, I can wake up earlier. I also have some challenges at work, should prepare some documents and feel too lazy to do that. I need to clear my mind and write down all the stuff I should do in 20 days.

Last night I slept too late( around 2am), so I feel restless today. I couldn’t find enough energy to work so I reduced the work load today and tomorrow I will try to offset. I should write a writing task2 today( it is the hardest part of today’s plan) Watching…

Last night I wrote here about my feelings about being lonely. I needed to write my emotions and my thoughts to feel relaxed. Today I want to write my plans for day. Now that I’m writing I’m at work. Barely do anything. Last night I slept late and overslept in…

It is difficult to explain loneliness to people who are looking at your life from the outside. You are the only person who know what is going in your mind. Maybe this platform is not the best place to share my feelings, but right now, I can’t explain my situation…

Reading 9 chapters of. The Kite runner By Khalid Hosseini reminds me an old story. Back in high school, I had a rewarding friendship with one of my classmates. I did love her so much, we spoke about everything in our life except my difficulties at home which I didn’t…

There are too many ways to be annoyed in your sleeping time; waking up to drink a glass of water, the emergency to go to the toilet, the noises outside, and finally nightmares! Where do nightmares come from? Our past? Our fears? Our feelings? No ideas! I didn’t do any…

It is hard to think about that again. Two days later my mother went to Tehran (our capital). She went to my elder brother’s house. It was Thursday, and my father was coming back from the Bazar, he went there to sell a cow and was happy because he had…

I started my journey when I was 21. I began to rethink my religion. I read a lot of books that agreed and disagreed with the religion I had, then I decided to be an irreligious person which is forbidden here ( I might be executed for saying this!). …

To be honest, I am proud of myself. I have done something that most of my friends in that village did not do. I tried to know how the world is working. …