Reparations
A Collaborative Effort With walkerjo lee |Music: Jill Scott-My Petition
pay me for the many bodies slain
in cold blood at the hands of their
protectors for simply being alive
for walking down an unfamiliar street
for pulling out a wallet
for covering his child with his body
for revealing a water gun
for breathing air that is free in
a country that charges me for water
in a plastic cup bound to kill
me twenty years from now
for a woman knowing her rights
and unafraid to back down when faced
by fake authority
for gentrification
for replacement of all things familiar
in a neighborhood that needs complacency
to build it up during its struggle
pay me for scheming my ancestors
moons ago with slanderish tongues
bathed in honey
for neverending lies
for belligerence
for bigotry
for disguises in broad daylight
for the Ku Klux Klan
that will burn my community by dawn’s early light.
oh, say can you see?
for i am owed,
much more than can be repaid!
therefore,
i have the right:
to take a knee on any new age plantation field
to reject the bullshit that white supremacy truly is
to dodge PEACEkeepers that have a badge to kill
they serve money and the news/poliTRICKS and corporations have quotas and dues/bait trucks filled with shoes?
my country tis' of thee —
WE the people, will lose.
i have the right:
to be this color face
zero damns left to give
sacrifice this lie that's become a goddamn disgrace
still it questions the I in ME?!
i have the right:
to choose an alternate reality
to love and live.
i have the right:
to be this black moon
these copper colored blues
to travel with these autumn colored leaves
decorated in this auburn flesh
skin tones thick with tribe
standing with bronze feet in gold suns
textures of faith armed with all this love
they said, i couldn’t have/i couldn’t be
this speech, touched by godS/moved by ancestors/guided by winds
like, trees/ocean bottoms/creation
i ain't to be moved
I AM owed!
i have the right:
to not have my skin rigged
a weapon against me!
how can i be victim AND criminal?!
fuck this place as a nation!
i have the right,
to be this color of pride
pay me, nation of forgetfulness
for years of contemplation and misguided ways
for unearthed demons in positions of power
for silencers and AK-47s and Mac10s
and the nerve to say we asked for it
pay me for everything I am due
and increase it tenfold
but, how do you put a price
on a dwindling race in a nation
that wants to annihilate it?
©Tremaine L. Loadholt & Walker Jo Lee, 2018. All Rights Reserved
*No one else could have written this with me. It came to me when it did and I immediately sent the draft to Walker. Thank you for reading.
