Just Me, Myself and I

The Way I Feel Today

Not putting my feelings on lay-a-way

I want to sleep for a month
then dance ️
like forever
I want to smile just once
feeling no guilt from desire
No guilt of obligation
I want to be free
far away
erased from your tradition
I wish
not to be WANTON
Only to be alone with my thoughts
but not alone
in the midst of a crowded room
I need to be WANTING no more
I need this life rewritten
in a new score

P. S.
Christ!
When did it become so difficult
to love and adore?!

@Anthony2022mdh30Vibes