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Nightly Vigil
A poem
Published in
Jan 27, 2024
At night, I sit on the edge of my bed
hands tucked under each thigh
rocking, rocking
begging for sweet release —
Some nights, I gasp for air
On other nights, I scream in pain
as nerves jump in my feet
like the intermittent pulse of a TENS
zapping, zapping
without sweet release —
Hour-upon-hour escapes:
I am sand drifting through an hourglass
until I succumb to exhaustion
and turn over as fitful sleep begins
and daylight shatters any hopes of dreams
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