Epilogue: The Mother’s Dream
So what’s next?
I hate to be downer, but I’d say that what’s next is the real work.
First of all, let me reiterate that I do still believe that it is our nature, our potential and our destiny, to be infinite beings of light; truly capable of experiencing Creation at any level of Density we desire, be it fleshy or etheric.
What I think needs to change is our attitude about the process, for it is truly the process that matters, not the end goal.
Also, I don’t think that everything that has happened up until now was a mistake. It was totally necessary to get us to this place. There is now this beautiful vision that has been planted in our consciousness that we are multi-Density beings of light who inhabit an Intergalactic community. This vision has been seeded and nurtured by all who have questioned and sought, defended the Light, explored and defied convention, been of service to others, or sought to better themselves.
Let’s just expand the compass of that energy now, so that we can include all aspects of the One mind, and not leave anything out because it has been judged as “low” or “Earthly” in some way.
I used to always think about divinity in a top down model. As above, so below, etc. In terms of the mechanics of creation, it seemed to me that the electric principle (Father, or Spirit) set intention which the magnetic principle (Mother) would then respond to and bring into form; that the Mother responded to the designs of the Father; but now that I’ve allowed myself to ask the question, “Well, what inspired Father’s intention in the first place?”, I see that it is the desire of the Feminine which is fundamental. She inspires the act of Creation.
It’s time to switch our focus.
Instead of making it so,
allow for the wisdom of your intuition to gently move you.
Instead of ascending, expand.
As below, so above.
If you resonate with this message, if you suspect that there may be some traumatized and dysregulated bits of your own psyche and nervous system that have been hiding from you, or maybe shouting at you, then I highly recommend checking out Somatic Experiencing.
I am a SE Practitioner myself as well as a Light Worker. In my sessions with clients I help people to renegotiate trauma which also allows their “higher” self to land in their body.
So many of us came to this planet as huge beings of light, clear in our mission…… and then WHAM! The shock of the harshness of this place and the kind of energies and experiences that are here quickly made a large portion of our selves retreat into the finer Densities. From that place we do our best to assist and guide our little selves down here, but resolving trauma creates space for ALL of our Self to land. Which is awesome.
There are lots of methods out there for dealing with trauma. Some are body-based and some are not, and all are potentially useful. If you are a trauma survivor and are able to feel your body and are willing to do so, then I think Somatic Experiencing is the best way to go. Don’t take my word for it though, read one of Dr. Peter Levine’s books, like Waking the Tiger, or In an Unspoken Voice, check out Irene’s videos and online programs, and decide for yourself (all those links are earlier in this chapter, in the section titled “The Fragmentation Of The Psyche Through Trauma”).
People whose nervous systems are so disorganized that they are unable to feel their body, or maybe they can feel it but it’s just too painful to spend time in there, won’t yet be able to participate as well with classic SE, but could benefit greatly from a form of somatic therapy called Somatic Practice, the work of Kathy Kain, or they can investigate a more top-down model along the line of CBT (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy), in order to develop some resources first.
If you are one of those rare beings who is actually well-regulated and trauma-free then it’s your mission to be of service and use your gifts for the betterment of others by discovering and living your own unique purpose.
No matter what you do, the starting place is your intention.
If you begin by holding the intention that you may become aware of all of yourself, if you allow yourself to soften into the possibility that you may have been damaged in ways you’ve forgotten or hidden from yourself, if you find the strength to stand up for your own right to heal, if you allow for your imperfections to be revealed, if your underlying desire is to be of service to humanity, even though that may mean you have to work on yourself first, then you are going in the right direction.
Even if I could experience living in a 5th Density reality right now, I wouldn’t.
Well, ok….. maybe I’d take a vacation, but then I’d come right back here to this messy ol’ 3D world.
You see, the real potential and magic of the 3rd Density has been largely forgotten, buried under layers of toxic Matrix programming.
Yes, this is where the work is right now, but this is also potentially a very delightful vibrational experience, we’ve just forgotten that because it has been so long since we’ve experienced the 3rd Density under the influence of an operational higher Density group consciousness!
That is, a group consciousness that is based on tolerance, compassion, freedom, love, the betterment of oneself, service to others, and the knowledge that we are all Creators.
This is what we experienced during the time of our ancient origins in Lyra, and while I recognize that we will likely return to the more natural 5D frequency eventually, how nice it would be to have a long, gentle time in which to heal at this level of frequency, informed by higher density consciousness.
Remember, we need to bring all of the lost parts of the Mother with us into that process, so let’s not be in a hurry to get to 5D. Let us take the time to make sure we do that without leaving anything behind, and allow ourselves to enjoy some peace and prosperity as a collective at this level for a while during that process. It is the process that matters, not the outcome.
This is the Mother’s Dream, at a least it’s the one she whispers to me:
She tells me that a dense, fleshy, individuated existence that has the ability to be literally transformed by consciousness was the idea from the get go. This meta-physical body of ours is the possibility and hope that fueled that first explosion of life, so long ago.
The 3rd Density doesn’t necessarily have to be so fixed and immutable, we’ve just agreed as a society that it is, and those agreements are reflected back to us by the programming of the Matrix, but by changing our agreements and beliefs, we change the programming; but, in order to effectively change our agreements and beliefs, we must first heal the trauma that was part of their formation at both the individual and collective level. It’s not enough to change our mindset, we must change our consciousness by healing ourselves at the nervous system level, from the ground up.
There is a reason we have legends of elves and unicorns, fauns and satyrs, and all sorts of other magical creatures . For one, these creatures still exist at the 4th Density, but I believe these legends are also genetic memories of an ancient time when form change at the 3rd level of Density was possible, as it was in Lyra.
A dream of living gardens and oak forests sculpted by desire. Intelligent fish and dancing stones.
The ability to turn into light for your trip to GrexAbl#x!, and once you’re there to sip a martini; to dig your fleshy toes into the soft, sensual sand of an alien shore.
It’s all about having options. That, to me, is freedom.
That is the dream that my Mother whispers to me
when I lay on the Earth,
with one ear to the sky
and the other pressed firmly to the ground.
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