Not Ready
I’m not ready to be a parent today
I’m not ready to lead
I’m not ready to get out of bed
I’m not ready to ready my head
I wasn’t ready for this feeling
this morning
I’m not ready to be a parent today
I’m not ready to lead
I’m not ready to get out of bed
I’m not ready to ready my head
I wasn’t ready for this feeling
this morning
This is my journey away from myself and toward others. I want to stop destroying people’s lives. I want to live my life with others. I want to form real relationships. I want true intimacy. That’s what I want. But it’s not what I look for.