Diabetic Cyborg Life 02/10: Instant Dependance
I never knew one could instantly become dependent on being with someone after just 4 days and 3 nights. The constant stream of serotonin is what I credit this need for being around my wife. Over 2 years of wanting and needing her text, voice, picture, then presence in my face is why I need and want her with me now and always.
I might sound like a lovesick husband missing his wife because I AM!
This year and a half long process of getting to her was so laborious and hard. We both had a collective relief when we were together for the first time.
Since Bengali society frowns on public displays of affection, PDAs, I had to wait until I was in a moving car to even hug her. That was only a shoulder hug too, so any actual affectionate hugs waited until we were alone in a closed room.
Of course, we could go way further than just a hug or kiss, and yes, we did.
However, anything more than kissing had to wait until we were married in the eyes of Allah.
