Diabetic Cyborg Life 5/12: Sudden Death from Cancer? Pt.2
Reflections and shadows of her presence will always be there until the day we move out this house we shared for over 7 years. The fact I can still close my eyes and picture the trailer we’re raised in that’s been gone for over 20 years speaks to the lasting effects of human memories. Choosing to see the good and overlook the bad times get easier over time.
Good sticks in my head much better than the sad or silly, yet the silly memories are often the funniest times. Like after my MS, multiple sclerosis, diagnosis in 2013, we were cackling and laughing so hard I though the nurses would call for psychological evaluation. The little things would just tickle us so hard that night as we could not do much but laugh at the way life was going then.
The absurd events that were our lives and that kept just happening to us. I guess in sight of this observation, it should only make sense how she was taken from our lives so suddenly.
Cancer, how was that even in the mix of things to take her life? Heart issues, yes, much family history there, but cancer!? How!?
TBC …
