Jun 21, 2020
Diabetic Cyborg Life 6/21: COVID Threatens All of Humankind
The slow nature of my illnesses and the knowledge of my likely disability and inability to walk or think is enough to make anyone scream and cry. Yes, I did both at times, but I now realize I must use the day left with around 80% of abilities to live the full life I envisioned once. The relationship that came from my making public live posts on Facebook is a welcome development I never fathomed before.
This, as I see it, divine happening is a welcomed thing I never even knew I needed. Having a partner to love and be loved back by feels like something I need now more than ever. This coronavirus/COVID19 outbreak has the world of international travel at a standstill and makes our union that much harder.
The current leader and racist/xenophobic administration makes all that much harder, yet I still feel hope that we will be united before she is forced to marry another. Arranged marriages, being the norm there, means that she might be forced to marry one day soon. The coming election in November and developments in the COVID outbreak determine all now.
Never in my life has the future been so out of my control. As I say that, I feel a large part of the perception of control was an illusion.
