Dear Anxiety, Just Stop
Stop Trying To Take My Life Away From Me
Why is so difficult to be me
To know who I really am
You put me through the edge
Adrenalin running through my veins
To reach someone I'm not
Dosis of social media
Became my silent drug
Sleepless nights and cigarettes
Nothing really matters
When you’re there at the end of my day
You’re bad for my health
Am addicted to you
I should probably get some help
But I can't control myself
Endless conversations about you
You’re toxic
My personal drug handed to me
25 since 17teen
Living a life that is not mine
I refuse
Running away from the past
Still can’t understand my future
I got trapped with you
Darkness: Anxiety is love’s greatest killer.
I’m addicted to the help
My heart is getting sick
Can’t recognize what’s real
You make it seem like something better awaits but,
Slips from my fingers every day
You represent everything I need to quit
But can’t
You might be my hope
Or my worst enemy
Is this a lost cause?
I refuse to believe that
A new day with dreams about the future
Daydreaming is so selfish
Wasting the time I have now
For something that might not come
You’re trying to fuck me up
The perfect lie
A new though
And I’m back with you again
You are driving me mad
People are gonna call me crazy
Cause I keep coming back for more
Daydreaming became my favorite scape
You’re the best I ever had
You’re there when no one else is
A mind trick you always play
Mom and Dad care
I push them away to be with you again
I got caught up on your lies
Eyes closed and it looks just like you
I know how to play
I know how to scape
You’re not here to stay
I hope we never meet again
