The Thought Of Finding Love
Trapped dreaming about love
Doing the right thing
Haven’t gotten me anywhere
Be honest, be humble
Love people without expecting anything
Clean conscience
Loving everyone on my path
Treating them well like they deserve
Haven’t gotten me anywhere
No matter how hard I try
I put Effort to be someone good
Good people find love
Disney and movies taught me that
Aren´t they right?
I keep wishing to shooting stars
I’m broken-hearted
It will be easy if I hated everyone
But no,
I feel everything, all the time
Because I’m looking for you
I’m exhausted
Exhausted of the dark
Of feeling alone at night
Waiting for my “other half”
When is gonna be the time
I’m tired of waiting
Are you even real
Do you know I exist?
I don’t know why
I’m looking for something
That I don’t even know if it’s real
My hope and expectations are too high
I wanna land among the stars
I kept you as a secret in my mind
Pretending I´m fulfill
Living my best life
I’m full of strangers
And I lose my temper every time
I found out that someone´s pretending to be you
As soon as I close my eyes
You’re there
Giving me the love I think I deserve
I want you to be a picture on the back of my mind
Who made me a romantic?
Stupid Disney and Nicholas Sparks
Bedtime is the darkest
You appear in every dream
God this is exhausting
Counting Stars won´t work this time
Waking up with my heart in my throat
I’m scared of you and I don’t even know you
Every night I lay alone
Thinking of what if’s
You’re in every corner
Is this love?
The tricks of the mind I can´t figure out
I drink a cup of wine
Imagine you in front of me
Laughing and making me smile
But you’re a ghost that no one else can see
The Nicolas sparks novel
Romanticism at its best
I imagine you all the time
Your hand against mine
It’s never you at the end
Masochism is my state of mind
You’re losing me every night
Are you with someone else?
Are you looking for me?
Send me a sign
I know it’s kind of stupid
But is the way I feel right now
I don’t wanna picture you anymore
My life turns around you
Faces everywhere
Is that you?
Is like I’m in a box
Four walls,
Get out or come home
These walls are too high for me to jump
My tears have your reflection
Do you even know that?
Why can everyone find you?
This hide and seek game needs an end
