I Had a Postpartum Rage Blackout in the Post Office

Now there are two places I can never go to again

Stephanie D. Rondeau
Age of Empathy

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Photo by Malicki M Beser on Unsplash

My daughter was crying—screaming—all morning.

Sweaty, unshowered, I threw my hair up in the messiest of buns and plunked her into her car seat. The only way to save my sanity as a stay-at-home mom was to get her—us—out of the house. A change of scenery.

A moment of distraction to stop the hyena from screeching.

I had a few errands to run before we tried our very first Mommy and Me music class. A quick stop at the post office would be fine, right? It was right next door to the class, anyway. It had been a tough morning, but surely we could drop off a package quickly.

Surely, the demon that had possessed my child would exit and my angel would return while in the presence of a line of stressed-out adults who have been waiting for 30 minutes to send a single package.

I found a parking spot right outside the building, in between the post office and music class. I briefly thought my luck was turning around, gathering my suspiciously quiet baby from her seat and strapping her to my chest.

Upon entering the post office, though, I realized my luck hadn’t changed at all. There was a line at least 10 people long, each one looking more…

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Stephanie D. Rondeau
Age of Empathy

MS, ATC, CSCS. Kidlit author and editor, query liaison. Mostly writes about writing, health and wellness, feminism, and parenting. Occasionally funny.