I Have Tried To Tell Myself A Million Times, I Thought I Could Save Him…
There is no reason for taking the abuse. Ever.

But was that really the reason behind putting up with the horrible abuse, the lack of basic respect, and the lying, cheating dirtbag that he revealed himself to be? Was a part of me looking to punish myself, like some sort of masochistic superhero, sacrificing my mental health to try to haul…