The lack of inspiration
Sitting in front of my computer I think in something nice to write while I am blowing my cup of coffee. Probably, there are 30 minutes that I am thinking in what to write, and not a single idea comes to my mind. So I decided to write any bullshit because I know if I don’t, I will not in a long time. This made me realize that the “perfect moment” is a fairy tale. How many things in life you have not done because you are not prepared, because it was not good enough or because it wasn’t the perfect timing? However, if you had not listened to your own excuses and started acting, where would you be now? How different would you be today? What would you have done?
So, as you can see, not so good it’s better than nothing.
I know that because I am paying for things that I hadn’t done three years ago, because I thought that was not the right moment, that “I will have time later” … and I did not. Now, things are not better to be done, actually, three years ago would be PERFECT to had started that. Although, I put on my mind to not give up, to continue to try now, even though I need to put ten times more effort on it.
Finally, this made me learn to stop waiting too much because most things you learn by doing. There is no classroom for life ;) .
Now we all have a great need for acceptance, but you must trust that your beliefs are unique, your own, even though others may think them odd or unpopular. — John Keating (Dead Poets Society, 1989).