What’s next…

As I approach 38 yo, I have is overwhelming, often panic inducing, question repeat in my head almost constantly.

I’ve managed to carve out a nice career for myself as a Graphic Designer over the past 12 years, but it never seems like enough. Not to mention the feeling of ‘this could all go away in an instant.’

So here I am, constantly stuck in this never ending loop of ‘Im happy to have a job, but i’m not doing work i’m proud of that is making a difference in the world, and i’m completely not in control of my own future with the company.’

Does anyone else ever feel this way???

Does it ever go away???