Tomorrow Is Going To Wreck Me

And I feel incredibly guilty

Photo by Giulia May on Unsplash

Tomorrow is the memorial service for my best friend’s mother, and it’s going to wreck me.

My mother died at the end of last August, and I haven’t remotely processed her life, illness, and death yet.

My friend was there for me through all the stuff with my mother. My family didn’t even do that. How can I not be…