5 years ago

I could have had a baby

Sofia Indy
Mar 15, 2017 · 1 min read

Today

I stopped by Kevin

he gave me the biggest hug ever

thank you

thank you

we could have had a baby

we did not

I chose to go to the States

you chose to let me go

I chose to listen to my father

he chose to let me go

you’re almost Buddhist - sit still, wait

let go, see what happens

you are, but you do not know it yet

you now work for a firm, no longer in construction

you go to school, made up for all degrees you did not have

to please my parents, society, himself

I quit school, my job

I live like a nomad from day to day

I try

I suffer, but I try

we could have been lovers

just for one day

we’re still connected

that’s for sure

by January 17

(or 21)

the baby we did not have

the boy we did not see

grow up

in my belly

our garden

our world

we could have been heroes

just for one day

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