I Am Not Who You Want Today
A Poem
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1 min readMar 27, 2020
I ran out of petals today
the moon and its charms
disarmed you
yes
but from another pen
today
I am left
bereft
of lotus tongue
for grit is my grace
a fitting intoxicant
my oxygen forgotten
and not what you need
today
Find
another poet
today
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My ability to write creatively has been crushed as we all face the unknown together. Writing this poem helped, which reminded me I don’t work well when I try to sit down and contrive something. Writing has to come directly from my emotions in the moment.