Confessions of My Inner Child
There she sits, alone in her head
Wondering why he comes to her bed
Was it maybe something she did
Or maybe something she said
All she longs for is a loving father
All she wants is to be his daughter
To be his pretty little princess
Dreaming of her happy ever after
But she lives in the dragon’s lair
It all started when he touched her there
It wasn’t just way beyond wrong
It was worse than a fucking nightmare!!!
She has to be brave to protect her sisters
She prays to God till her knees have blisters
While the hole inside her heart grows
And becomes hollow and festers
He took her innocence, but not her soul
And now she has herself another goal
She wants to teach him a lesson
Maybe teach him some self control
She’s got his gun, she saw him hide it
She can’t take anymore of this shit
He’s lifeless, passed out on the couch
He reeks of whiskey, he was really lit
She wanted love and got pain instead
Her anger dancing, she puts it to his head
She holds her breath and thinks to herself
Just one squeeze and he’d be dead.
She calls him “Daddy”, her protector
No one knows he’s a child molester
She can’t do it, it’s just too much
It can’t be quick, he has to suffer
He can take her body, but not her heart
She’s much too strong to fall apart
For where her pain ends
New memories will start.
Spirit Warrior
