Narcissist, I Forgot To Tell You Something
The goodbye those who love a narcissist need
I haven’t left you yet. Don’t think it’s simply because I love you. It’s because I still believe you love me back. I am hopelessly unaware your heart doesn’t hold mine.
That it can’t attach itself to me.
I don’t understand I am something you acquired along the way.
I think I am your girl, your love, your very best friend.
I think you can’t live without me.
Because I can’t live without you.
I still believe in you.
I don’t yet understand good and evil can reside within one person.
I choose to mistake evil for anger.
I believe your words.
Even if your actions contradict them.
I’m still trying to figure you out.
I see the best in you.
Even if you confuse me.
I haven’t been introduced to fear, manipulation, and control even though they lurk between us.
I am too busy making your world go round to see it.
I don’t realize you lack confidence, my handsome charmer projects it.