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Why I Am Always So Calm; How & WHY You Should Too
Back when I was in college, I used to get angry so easily that it became my default nature. As if everything, every word, and every person could trigger me.
I don’t know why I was that way. One word against myself or my decisions or belief and I would yell like a hungry lion. Ohh wait, lions don’t yell.
Not only that, I would get angry at myself or even at intangible things like my chair if it doesn’t move while I am trying with all my force. I would say things I didn’t mean, hurt people with my words while thinking that no one can talk to me like that, try to be dominating, or get frustrated about intangible things for not behaving as I wanted.
I cannot exactly pinpoint why I was that way. But I wasn’t like that since the start and I am definitely not like that now. Something changed me for a while.
I am way more calm than I used to be. In fact, I am so calm that to get any reaction from me, one might have to try extra hard. Not that I have become a robot. No. I feel more than ever but I don’t react to everything.
If you are someone who is tired of getting angry about everything, feeling frustrated for no exact reason, and seeing the people around getting…