That’s some real heartbreak man😢
You got your scars, and it’s awful too. The pain you feel keeps an open wound. Those injuries need to breathe; they need to heal naturally. It’s cliche of me to say that time will heal you because death can come much sooner. Wounds will bleed as long as you let them, unless it’s a biological condition. That’s a real tough question: can heartbreak be permanent? I think only if you let it. This doesn’t mean you won’t miss her friendship. It doesn’t mean her memory will vanish either. Scars will only slowly fade, but never lose their essence. Walk around cut-up and bruised-up, make sure to feel guilty. For if none of this pain was present, it wouldn’t have been love.
From one lonely guy to another…😅