My Confession: I Create More When I Feel Like Shit
Let me tell you something I can be real with, maybe it’s the same for you, and we can both be real with it
You see… I create more when I feel like shit; I mean
- When I don’t feel so good
- When I’m at my lowest
- When my brain feels numb
- When tears fill my eyes
- When all I can feel is emptiness in my heart
Maybe it’s the same for you, but if it’s not, then this is my confession so you can understand.
This post is not intended to glorify suffering, pain, or rainy days. It’s to show one thing…
Good things can come from the darkest places (when I refer to not feeling so good as a dark place, I’m not judging or labeling my feelings or absence of feelings; I’m just using the word for understanding).
I create also when I’m in “high spirits,” you know, those colourful days when the sun shines, and you feel like you can take on the world?
But I create more, and often deeper and maybe better pieces when I’m so emotionally or mentally stressed my brain goes numb.
Why am I able to Kreate more when everything is grey?
Honestly, I don’t know
Is it some type of curse?
I do not know
Is it because I have more to say?
Maybe
But what I know is when I don’t feel so good, I care less if what I’m creating is perfect, I just want to let what I’m feeling out…and truth be told it provides some relief
So uhmmm…Yeah! that’s my confession
I tend to be able to create more and freely when I feel like shit, and I don’t know if it’s a good thing, a bad thing, or just what it is.
Is it the same for you?
Peace and love, my friend!
