The Type of Mood Where You Want to Punch Someone in the Face
You ever have so much to do that you don’t know where to start, so you stare out the window and the next thing you know, it’s noon and you’ve done nothing and now you feel worse because of the realization that you’ve done nothing and you still have a fuck ton of work to do, and then the cycle just repeats itself?
And also, your coworker comes by and tells you kind of bad news about the future of your job and so your anxiety is on extra high and you want to punch someone in the face and if anyone asks you if you’re going to a women’s march one more time you actually will punch them in the face?
And, oh yeah, today is the inauguration, and you’ve been awake since 5 AM for no reason at all other than your brain couldn’t stop thinking of stuff even though you really wanted to sleep and when you texted your boyfriend around 8 AM looking for sympathy he gave you exactly none.
So then you decide to go for a walk to get food you really don’t need and a cappuccino, which you also really don’t need, but it’ll be a welcome distraction and, who knows, maybe extra caffeine will have a calming effect today? So you get there and order and then realize you forgot your wallet at home and you have exactly $3 in cash on you, which is not enough for food and cappuccino, so you say, “Shit!” quite loudly to the point where you think you offended the pleasant people around you in the coffee shop, but luckily the barista is nice enough or feels bad enough for you (definitely the latter) that he lets you slide since you’re a local and will be back or else they’ll hunt you down.
And so you walk back to your office feeling no better, and perhaps even worse than you did before, and so you write it all down because that’ll be more productive than moping about it in your head.
Ever feel that way?
No?
Me neither.
