I AM AWAKE — Writing Contest at BUHUB

The Worst Thing To Hear When Going Through a Spiritual Awakening

“Just have fun again.”

Yvette Brand
BUHUB
Published in
7 min readJun 21, 2024

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My path into spirituality was probably the most painful period in my life. I didn’t want anything to do with ‘woo woo’ spiritual stuff and tried to stay far away from anything mystical. And I surely didn’t sign up to be ‘spiritually awakened’.

And honestly, I don’t like the way it sounds either. I don’t consider myself more awake than others — just different. Spiritual awareness is probably a better way to describe it.

The moment I realized I had no choice but to embrace spirituality fully, a whole new life opened up for me. I wouldn’t trade this experience for anything else, and I even feel so much gratitude for my Dark Night of the Soul.

I wouldn’t be who I am today without peeling away all the layers of myself, which I am still in the process of doing. It’s a painful realization to discover that we’re living in a pretty sick society, and you are the center of your own hurt and contribute to that same society.

But you’re also the center of your own salvation.

The glimpse of awakening

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Yvette Brand
BUHUB
Writer for

Digital Slowmad, Spiritual Seeker & Founder of sustaying.com. I write about psychedelics, spirituality, personal growth & travel.