Poetry, Essay, Grief
I Left my Beloved Cats in my Best Girlfriend’s Charge When I Went to Alaska
I came home to one dead cat, one injured cat, damage to my home, a web of lies and unimaginable grief
I just wonder — does she have any comprehension
of the pain she has caused, or of the horror
that my baby must have felt in those last moments
facing a bobcat’s jaws?
I just can’t get that picture out of my head —
the terror. It’s incomprehensible.
Only a monster could do such a thing.
A human monster, is what I mean.
A monster who knew him since he was twelve weeks old,
yet decided that a party (that she wasn’t supposed to have)
in a home that wasn’t hers
was more important than his safety.
Devastated. And aching. I want to feel his weight
in my arms just one more time, to look into
those liquid jade eyes and to feel the
throb of love at his core.