War Photojournalism: The Price of Survival

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“I’m really, really sorry. The pain of life overrides the joy to the point that joy does not exist. […] I am haunted by the vivid memories of killings & corpses & anger & pain … of starving or wounded children, of trigger-happy madmen, often police, of killer executioners…”

It sounds like a soldier’s memoir, but it’s not. It’s the suicide note left behind by Kevin Carter, one of the world’s most feted photojournalists. Two months after he received a Pulitzer for the iconic picture epitomizing Sudan’s devastating famine that featured a little girl fallen to ground as a vulture was lurking around, Carter killed himself in his native Johannesburg. He died asphyxiated in his red Nissan pickup truck from fumes coming from the exhaust pipe of his own car. He was 33.

Inner Conflicts

Carter’s life has been richly documented. His story was the topic of a 2010 feature film, The Bang-Bang Club, named after a group of four conflict-focused photographers who covered South Africa’s townships between 1990 and 1994. Of the four journalists, only Greg Marinovich has eventually settled to a peaceful life of teaching in the U.S. Joao Silva lost both his legs after stepping on a land mine in Kandahar, Afghanistan. Ken Oosterbroek, a reporter with The Star in Johannesburg, was shot dead by peacekeepers in a nearby town, just nine days before the 1994 elections in South Africa, the country’s first all-race electoral contest.

Hiding It Under the Carpet?

War journalists usually overcome traumatic situations without suffering from PTSD. But when PTSD symptoms persist for more than a month, the danger is serious. Feelings of helplessness, guilt and derealization (altered perception of the self), hyperarousal, sleeping disturbances and nightmares, flashbacks and even physical pain can all appear.

“I really battled hard to avoid that kind of situation, and solely focus on making sure I was able to do my job without becoming some sort of a puddle of jelly pudding falling apart as soon as it hit the ground,”

Mark Milstein, a Budapest-based photojournalist who covered conflict and war in the 1990s, told CMDS in an interview.

Seeking Help

But while Colvin waged her own battle with the illness, many war journalists can’t fight the amount of violence they witnessed, which destructively seeps into their lives, often pushing them to commit suicide.

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