On Turning 30: The Age I Didn’t Think I’d Make

A non-linear spiritual awakening through future, past, and present.

Ricky Derisz
Change Your Mind Change Your Life
16 min readJul 31, 2021

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Is the future just a vision? A mirage of the imagination in the desert of the unknown? [Credit: Adobe Stock]

The fluorescent light of my mind’s eye flickers as foresight fades. A buzzing oscillation, an electric pang, a plunge into darkness. My future disappears. I am alone, suspended in time, reaching out for something concrete to hold, to escape temporal isolation.

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Ricky Derisz
Change Your Mind Change Your Life

Author. Podcast host. Creator of MindThatEgo.com. Free copy of my book Mindsets for Mindfulness 👉 https://bit.ly/2MnBlHp. It’s a bribe, but worth it.