You did well. You tried your best. You tried to hold on until the deadline that you gave for yourself. You gave the situation a benefit of the doubt and there’s nothing wrong with that. You believed that it’s still possible even though it’s 99.9% impossible. Even though you got hurt and sad and spent weeks waiting, you’re still smiling behind those keyboard with tears on your cheeks because you knew it was worth the fight. It’s worth fighting for because you knew he was your twin flame. But sometimes, we don’t end up with our twin flames because of the indefinite time of “running and chasing” phase.
Now that you’re done with the chasing, it’s time to open your heart once again. Opening the doors to your heart doesn’t mean you’re closing them for your twin flame. Maybe, this is not just the lifetime you’re supposed to reunite and I know you accepted that fact already. You’re opening it again because you knew you deserve the same amount to love and care you give to people.
Remember, you’re a beautiful Chrysanthemum that blooms during autumn. When everything is falling apart, you bloom.