Delight in Disorder

I said yes when I wanted to say no
thinking you would want to say yes
While you wanted me to say no
thinking I would want to say yes

Turning into everybody doing things
that nobody actually wanted to do
But only what they second guessed
that everybody else wanted to do

Going with flow and circumstance
Tragic tradition from times long past
Pawns born out of others decisions
Made weak in will, hard of heart

Sacrificing the beauty in their lives
Seeking to find their delight in them
Defeated by their very purposes
Imprisoning themselves in disorder