to my siblings.

we used to be separated by the distance between our beds,

now miles and miles of land keeps us apart.

our sibling string, the only thing that can keep me from breaking,

the one thing bonding and binding us together.

dear sister, i can feel it when you’re happy.

i feel the warmth in your heart when you’re with our parents,

your bright smile when Dad tells a joke,

the way you light up when Mom gives you a big hug.

but… whenever you’re down, i can feel it too.

i feel your midnight tears that you think no one knows about,

your silent screams in frustration when you’re drowning in school work,

and your shattered heart… it matches mine.

dear big brother, i haven’t forgotten about you.

our family is safer with you up there, keeping watch.

i can feel your worry about our sister too.

she’s okay. i’m okay. we’re going to be okay.

your sister and i are going to have to wait for a while to see you.

i know you’re hoping not too soon, of course.

i promise we’ll take care of ourselves, but so should you.

i can’t wait to meet you for the first time.

to both of you, before you ask, i’ll be fine.

i know you feel the ache in your chests too.

don’t worry about me.

i just miss you two.