Emotional War
Stumbling over objects, unknown and known
Consciousness portrays no way out, trapped, no future
Sorrow sets in and blackness surrounds you
Lost and unsure of the finality of what lies ahead
Hopelessness lies within
Guilt lies beside me, to taunt me for the thoughts that consume me
Death becomes a neighbor
Time is not a friend, as aging is a constant
Transitions are not welcome, as is comfort
Torture of my mind and well-being become normal
Downtempo, the beat of my inner pulse
Energy from a high power
Sought but never found, for the search is within another realm of significant emotional baggage
Forever carried, never resolved
Roller coaster existence I find myself within
Darkness becomes encased in light, within the snap of a finger
The warmth envelopes my every sense, and with that a sense of joy touches my skin
The sensation of life kisses my skin, like an electric current
Feel the rush of adrenaline, as memories flood my consciousness of joyous pasts
But a painting within my mind
A turn of events, I found within the chapter of this book they call, “LIFE”
A section neglected, years of dust lay before it
The vibration with my own body, has crescendo-ed to a space all its own
Showing me to worlds once lost to my present day self
Fuzzy images of past lives pass me
As I reach out to each, the energy resurges a space neglected
Past emotions engulf my inner self
LIFE, is what I embrace with each current that kisses my skin
The sensation of wakedness within the consciousness of my body
The horizon befriends my spiritual soul, and I am reborn
A process gladly taken on, to transcend the flesh
To the goal of ultimate peace, love, family, spirituality, consciousness, transparency and agelessness of life
The process was long, hard, fought, lost, won, transcendent of character, engulfed in controversy, spiritually aware, blessed within, life changing, ordained by those ancestors before my soul touched flesh that became the earthly form
This knowledge that engulfs my soul, radiates through the spaces that lie within which then the process of healing begins
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