An Uphill Journey
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1 min readOct 13, 2022
An anxious wait before
an uphill journey,
I carried my worries with me.
I wouldn’t let go, I couldn’t let go
as my congested mind and I tumbled.
I ask why, they don’t know.
They say I carry my baggage with me
as if by choice.
An anxious wait before
meeting a new friend,
or more than a friend;
they said “you did it again; a clean shot, dead centre, same spot,
a hole in your foot, and a hole in his heart.”
If only I knew how fast I’d cut ties.
I think I cared, but I’d hate to remember.
They say I brought the scissors with me;
as if I could help it.
Fearful, I am my hearts defender.
It seems when I need me the most
I panic, crippled and trigger happy —
my reflection — forever my adversary
as I collapse under the weight of myself.
