I Had a Deep Fear That I Wasn’t Good Enough
And I was right.
I couldn’t live up to my own expectations of myself. I couldn’t be as perfect as I thought I should be. I couldn’t keep up with the tri-athletes and the mountain climbers. I couldn’t dance. I had no rhythm and so I sat back in the corner and cried.
I cried about all of my inferiorities. I cried about my inner lack and my lack of…