Lord, Can we talk?

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Lord,

I need to talk to you!
How are you doing?
I have a question. Do you ever stress?

Well, I do! I got some stuff I need to talk to you about and it will not be easy.

So if you have time for me, can you hear me out?

Lord, I didn't know that being a fighter, a warrior and a soldier was going to be a battle that's never ending.

If I would have known, I would have asked for a different job, maybe be your housekeeper!

Lord, I can’t keep my head above water anymore. My struggles and tests just keep coming. I can’t seem to catch up so I can take a breath. It feels like you’re picking on me.

You called my parents' home. They always help me out when times got rough. I have no one here to help me. I am alone! Lord, I need some help!

Lord, what am I going to go through to be happy for the first time in my life?

I am ready, but is it going to be a main event? I am counting on you to help me out with other major problems I have first.
Then a break till I die!
If you can let me be happy first,
then when you call me home, I will be at the Golden gate so we can talk about that then!